Good Day.
Went back to work at Huntsman Cancer Hospital. I love it. It is such a beautiful facility, with wonderful people to be around. Although there are sad stories, the energy and love there is amazing. It truly is a unique hospital. A calm, peaceful, positive energy is there.
Ying and Yang.
The Ying is the happiness and joy I get when I drive up the mountain to go to work.
The Yang is the heartache and pain I also get when I drive up the mountain, pass the Emergency room entrance at the University of Utah Hospital, where my world and David's life was forever changed.
I do it though.
I still shed tears.
But, I do it.
I FEEL it.
It hurts.
I breath.
I ask for God's love and mercy.
Through Him, I have the strength to do it.
Does it get easier?
My answer today is No. Will the pain get less? Only God knows.
It's a beautiful day. I can see the mountains. I can feel the cool air on my face. I have gratitude in my heart.
I'm waiting for my phone to ring and hear David's voice to let him know how much I love him. In the meantime, I turn him over to God's everlasting care.
Gotta keep moving. Thank you Lord for your strength.
2 comments:
I pray that you continue to pray to Jehovah for strength, understanding, and firm hope for the future.
emotions. love, confusion.
and most important...FAITH!
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