constant ache

Still waiting to talk to my son.  Does it get easier?  No.
We communicate through the mail, which is good.   I continue to count my blessings, but some days it's still hard to get out of bed.

Acceptance- Is a person's agreement to experience a situation, to follow a process or condition (often a negative or uncomfortable situation) without attempting to change it , protest, or exit.


Well if that is one of the definitions of acceptance, I'm a long way from there.


I didn't  'agree' to experience this situation.
I have no idea how to deal with this 'process or condition' of this negative situation.
And,  I have 'attempted to change it,  protest it,  and exit.'


So,  I'll keep trying to accept my life.  
Some days, I do good, and some days I don't.
I miss my son.


                                                                            Photo by, Sandy Beals in the Smoky Mountains