I'm trying to manage and maintain, as best I can.
I'm having a hard time, making small decisions. Big decisions seem easier.
Let's see?? I think I will move to North Carolina. Packed.
Should I have a second surgery on my neck? No. Manage the pain with an epidural & pain specialist for 1 year.
Should I try to save a 10 year relationship? No.
Is there anything that I can do to be able to have contact with David? No. I'm doing everything I can.
So, what's for dinner? don't know-don't care
Go have lunch with a friend tomorrow? too complicated. then I have to decide, what time? where? am I even hungry? how much $ is that gonna cost me? How much $ is in my pocket? If I stay in, I bet I can save $20. $20 is a half tank of gas, a half tank a gas is 150 miles closer to North Carolina.
see how my mind can just take off & start running and heading for an anxiety attack over a 'burger and fries, with a friend?
2 comments:
well, looks like you got the big decisions made.
What is the purpose of lunch with a friend? If it is to just eat, then all those things you mentioned must be considered.
But if it is for upbuilding association, then stuff yourself at home with food/bread/popcorn before you go and then get a small drink and enjoy the conversation.
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